It is hard work

I'm not feeling the best. Just realised my accountancy exams are 10 weeks away and I have hardly opened a book.
When I'm down I comfort eat, all the foods which are desperately bad for me and also that I have intolerances for. My fingers have not been behaving. Filling myself up with below parr foods prob has something to do with it. But its a vicious circle I feel crap because of the arthritis I eat shite foods to feel better I feel worse and arthritis doesn't react well to it I feel worse ... I comfort eat ect ect SIGH.

I ocassionally get pain in my left hand the index finger seems to be loosing its glide it keeps clicking when I move it ... :(

I would really like to improve my diet and change to organic foods .. they might not make a difference but they will defo be much better for me that the rubbish I'm currently eating.

I'm taking a break from Piano. I'm not sure for how long but I haven't had time or the ability to practise in a very long time. So I'm letting it go for now.

Feel my life is being stripped away from me piece by piece. I would really like to understand why this has happened why my sister and gran who both have psorasis as well have not developed arthritis .. not that I want them to mind but still I WANT TO KNOW